i'd be a heavenly person today

I think I change my google chat status every hour.

I'm really scared, because I sang a line of this song, pressed play on itunes and it came up on random. It's really frightening.

So I should be finishing my math homework and going to sleep, but I'm having one of those only during PMS and at midnight moments.

First of all, my computer broke yesterday, like not turn on broke, when I had this english deadline. Now it seems to be fine. It just hates me completing work. Computers make me angry, but according to the astrology.com spam, Mercury is in retrograde and that fucks with electronics.

So my deep thoughts. It's weird, because I was thinking back through some stuff (it's more interesting than calculus, trust me) and I feel... really detached. I understand what was going on completely, but it still feels just so far away. Just everything last year. High school is weird. It's not because it feels wrong or out of character, it's just not the same? It's midnight and my brain is strange? It's like taking a picture, like Untouchable Face says except it's me, because you can't really freeze me in time. I did a lot of things I feel separated from in elementary and middle school... and they're there but they aren't.

I just lost the game.