file it under: "conversations that took place on crack"

[latara]

Ok, I just had the best conversation with witchazel and pyro_manical.

Basically somehow we got on how I was cheating on sara with physics, and then somehow it got to how Hazel was on math team for a day, and how they math raped her, and it spiraled from there to... many many things, including burning hazel's house down.

Anyway, the real purpose of this entry is to reflect upon my year at school. Because I saw someone in my history class do it. I'll do it pros and cons, cons first I'll end it on a good note

Cons:
-Junior year existing
-Third term math and lack thereof
- I seriously did not do homework for a term. Like at all.
- AT ALL
-Third term in general
- failing out of honors physics
- being in the worst mental state of ever
- the junior thesis, just it and it existing and me fucking up with it
- did I mention the thesis?
- let's just reiterate the thesis
- thesis
- how could you forget the thesis? (hehe, this is like the Alex section of the history movie)
- My asshole french teacher
- being a bumbling wreck
- that gets two minus bulletpoints. GAH I AM STUPID.
- realizing I lack in motivation at all and will probably failing at life
- taking big steps in that direction
- did I mention fucking up my life?
- I stopped sleeping. Like, I stopped going to bed at hours I needed to in order to get sleep
- worst. year. ever.

Pros:
+ My friends. As always, they rocked
+ I'm alive, aren't I? I believe that was a goal
+ I managed not to fail History
+ AP03 represent, yo. Best history class ever
+ I had miss bloom again, that rocked
+ PHILOSOPHY CLUB <3333
+ Philosophy outings *cough* They get their own bullet point...
+ I managed to have a crush on someone. Yay?
+ I feel like I know more people in school now. Maybe that's not true, but it feels like it
+ Mock trial, and getting revenge on those Belmont Hill kids. Grrrarrr. There's a lot to love about Lynn (this is never not appropriate. I don't care if it's a freshman mock trial reference)
+ Veronica Mars, I love you so. Lost, you go here too.
+ I managed to rebound 4th term, to end up respectable
+ Certain people, with their goals, they got accomplished
+ Actually leaving the house some
+ MORNING FREES <3 I will miss you
+ MY GODS, I almost forgot: PATS. SUPER BOWL.
+ Red
+ Sox
+ World
+ Series
+ Championship!

So, it sucked. A lot. I'm glad it's over. But I guess, looking back, I had fun. Like, all the school parts sucked, and I sucked at them. They made me upset, which didn't make it better, mostly just worse. I got in some bad places. But there were good places, and I think there were more than I usually think about. I usually concentrate on the bad, and that's, well, bad.

What I learned:
80% of school is showing up. The other 20% is passing shit in on time.
Windows as study companions
NEVER FORGET THE WILMOT PROVISO
Thoreau sucks ass.
As does Hemingway.
Gatsby still rocks, even in school.
Math class is capable of being remotely fun. Math homework is not.
Physics really does suck.

Thanks to everyone. Even the ones who won't be reading this. Y'all kept me sane.

Comments

[starrathena.livejournal.com]

You forgot to include Dickens on your list of sucky authors. XP

[latara.livejournal.com]

That was freshman year I learned that. Next year, when I do my high school roundup, that will be prominent.

[starrathena.livejournal.com]

Hmm, true. Maybe I should use it on my list of pros and cons from this year... that is, if I make a list of pros and cons from this year. Which I probably will.

[quantumcello42.livejournal.com]

hazel may have ended up on a mailing list.....this does not constitute "math raping"

[latara.livejournal.com]

Ha! That's what you say! Math rapist! *cough*

[thelorelei15.livejournal.com]

XD

Hey, what's your address? You should email it to me at Moviestargal15@aol.com. Not like I want to send you anything... >.>